Cracking the Facade – Perception Perfection part 2

June 16, 2018

This is going to be a different kind of post today. This post is my homework from Spirit to be more transparent and vulnerable, as to release my own perception perfection. As many of you know, I have a past life as Marie Antoinette. It is one of my most famous past lives, and I gotta admit, probably one I am least proud of. Throughout this year, I have been getting messages from others that I have not yet released all the Marie energy. This goes to show how large of an effect our past lives have on us, even when we know of them!

Last weekend, Spirit suggested to me to re-watch the movie, Marie Antoinette. This is the modern version, and while it doesn’t show everything, it is enough of a window into the lifetime to gain some new insights. There were three big takeaways from this viewing of the movie for me. 1) She kept herself in a state of indifference about what was going on around her. At some point, she was mature enough to be able to pay attention to the outside world, but she preferred to keep her blinders on when it came to the hardships of others. 2) She never had a handle on her emotions. She wasn’t in touch with what she was really feeling at any moment, and those moments when she did feel something, she just stuffed it right back down inside of her. 3) She had pride about her reputation. She was so very concerned with wanting to portray herself a certain away, and to not allow others to see any flaws or weaknesses.

When I reflect upon how her life has impacted mine, I can see that I am and have been guilty of all three of those points. I have been aware of the first 2 points more than the 3rd, and I have experienced all of them in numerous ways. Yet, it is that third point that has really hit home for me lately, hence this homework assignment from Spirit.

So, my homework is to share with you all of my vulnerabilities, challenges, and difficulties of the moment. Trust me, I do not want to share all of what is going on in such a public way, but when Spirit gives homework, it is a good idea to do it!

Since the beginning of this year, we have been experiencing financial challenges. We have had several times when we did not have much to eat, and we have been consistently behind on our rent payments. Thankfully, we have a very nice leasing office here (and have lived here for 8 years) and were able to make payment arrangements in the past. My mom has also been a great help to us when she was able to. And, now we are in a tough situation again with our rent. We had two big payments due to the apartments to keep our place. One was due on May 29th, and we have paid that one, due to the kindness of a client who paid early for a course. But, now we are approaching out next big due date of June 18th, and we still need $1800 to prevent eviction proceedings from starting. However, once that is paid, we will be caught up!

We have been pulling funds together all we can, even forgoing some important website bills to get the money together to make these payments. So far, we have been making it through, but always bringing us to the very edge. This has been teaching us many things, but most if all it has been about asking for help, being honest, and also trusting in spirit that a solution will arrive, even if in surprising ways.

This week, we did not have any food on Wednesday and Thursday, and thankfully a payment came in Friday to help us buy some food and get the website and email back up. As we were getting ready to go to the store, we looked out the window to discover the car was gone. We knew we were behind on car payments, and it had been towed away to be repossessed sometime in the early hours of Friday morning. We were able to borrow my mom’s car yesterday to help us with running errands. So, now we have groceries, but no car, and we are needing prayers and positive energy to help us get back on track with the remainder of what is due on the rent by Monday.

This is our Perfect Storm. In some ways, it is challenging us like never before, and that is a good thing for soul growth. But, we still have to live in this world where money is a requirement to pay for bills, rent and groceries! We have been calling this our moment of transcendence, and we have been persevering, and continuing to move forward with doing our work, despite what we have been experiencing in the material world.

Now, I’m certain there are some portions of this situation, that because of my past life as Marie, require me to be learning in this specific manner. I understand it all logically, but it is still very difficult emotionally to go through. Especially now, to lay it all out bare for you to judge and see with your own eyes. Marie felt so judged, and that fear of judgment carries through into my life now. It is one of my greatest fears to be judged by the world as a fraud, hack, joke, or even to be seen as speaking any untruth. Some of you may feel that way about me, and you are entitled to your beliefs. I am merely writing this post today to challenge my own beliefs about myself, to learn to be 100% vulnerable, and to share it all anyway, so I can break down the wall I have put up to protect myself from the world’s judgment.

So, I’m not sure what else I need to say here, other than I have shared my challenges with you. I have laid them bare and cracked open my Pollyanna facade to share what I have been experiencing. One thing that we all need to remember is that when someone is releasing their big past life energy that it is THE most difficult thing they will ever through in their life. But, once it is released and gone, they are free! I am hoping that by writing this today to be free from Marie’s influence for once and all!!!

Also, if you have been considering a course, session, coaching program or email report, I would so much appreciate it if you would sign up at this time. I am even offering a 25% discount on my biggest course, the 5-Day Intensive, which is also now available on Skype.

If you find yourself in a similar situation to us, know that you are in our prayers and thoughts, we ask ask that you hold us in yours. Thank you very much for reading.

Update June 17: We have now met our Rent obligations. Thank you all for your kind words and for the heartfelt messages I have received. I cannot express how difficult it was for me to share this post. I am overwhelmed by your generosity, kindness, and love! Thank you.

Update June 20: After many phone calls with our car finance company, we were able to make arrangements to get our car back, and it is now in our parking spot again! They even waived some of our fees.  Prayers really do work, and I thank you all again for your words, prayers and generosity. You have given me more inspiration than I can ever express thanks for! Thank you to each of you, and I wish you all prosperous returns of your blessings ten-fold!

Karen

Sample Chakra Clearing

In this report, I will examine your chakras, based on the new placements. In each chakra, I will describe what the chakra looks like, what I see in it to be cleared and healed, any past life or present life details, and what actions I took to accomplish the clearing and healing. I will examine the size, shape, color, placement and extension of each chakra. Thank you to the client who permitted their chakra clearing to be shared.

Most people do not need to have every chakra cleared, and are usually in the range of 3-6 out of the full list of chakras I check. I have two options for the report, one is a full chakra clearing ($197 US), as the sample report shows. Also, I can do a mini chakra clearing ($50 US) of one chakra most in need to clearing. I will scan the chakras and choose which one that is.

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Sample Report:

Earth/foot chakra

The foot chakra is very strong and anchored deeply into the planet. Your chakra at this foot area is very strong and healthy. No work needs to be done here.

Root center (where old heart chakra has merged with old root chakra)

This chakra is very small and underactive. It is approximately 25% of the size that it should be. The energy in this chakra is grey and cloudy instead of bright red and vibrant. This is caused by both past life and present life beliefs regarding sexual energy and romantic connection with a relationship partner. Many lifetimes ago, there was a very traumatic experience for you, where as a man you were forced to become a Eunuch, and you had your sexual organs removed. This caused deep anger within you, and feelings of extreme powerlessness. You were very angry at the person who did this to you, but because they were the Emperor of the region, you could not act out your vengeance against him. In that lifetime, you made a choice that you would never allow anyone to see you as weak, vulnerable, or effeminate in any way. You did not have those characteristics in your nature anyway, but you felt that was how other people judged you because of you being a Eunuch. You also judged emotions of love to be a weakness, and you made a vow to yourself that no one would ever se you as being vulnerable again for all of entirety. This vow extended through all of your lifetimes. The issue is that without vulnerability, you cannot form a connection of trust with another person. It is impossible for you to do everything yourself. Everyone needs to learn to trust, whether that be trusting in a business partner, or a relationship partner. You are making good progress learning about trust in your lifetime now, but it has been a very challenging area to learn in. Another piece of helpful information is that in your present lifetime, you were taught to be negatively judgmental of sexual energy, and you hold guilt and shame surrounding this topic. All adults are meant to feel sexual energy in some way, it is a normal part of life. Now, I will work on clearing the energy of this chakra… Ok, I have taken your scroll with the vow on it from the Akashic Record, and sliced through it with a sword. That past life vow is no longer active. I have also now opened up the chakra more to encourage it to grow to its normal size. I have spun the energy of the chakra faster, and this will help to break apart the guilt and shame to release it from the chakra area. This release can continue for up to 5 days after this clearing.

Belly Button (included old sacral and solar plexus chakras)

(I worked on this after the Universal Love chakra.) There is a good flow of the energy her, the size and placement are correct. The coloring of this chakra is not correct though. There are dots of heavy energy mixed through the Belly Button chakra. These are small pieces of unworthiness left over from the merging of the solar plexus and sacral chakras into this belly button chakra. This unworthiness is from the Eunuch lifetime, as well as the Monk lifetime from the Universal Love chakra write-up. I adjusted this chakra to a faster spin, in order release all of these pieces of unworthiness. You could potentially feel a need to cough or sneeze to release this energy from near the abdominal muscles. The color is now a brighter and more solid golden light color, as it should be.

Hands chakra

The hands chakra is very strong and healthy. It has correct color, placement and energy flow, both when the hands are placed together, and when they are separate. No work needs to be done here.

Universal Love chakra (Replaces heart chakra at heart center)

This chakra has two spirals of energy instead of one. They are each flowing at 50% capacity, but instead should be one spiral at 100% capacity. One of the spirals goes forward, out the the world, as it should do. The other spiral flows off to the left side of the body. This split in the Universal Love Center is caused by a deep past life energy where you felt unworthy of the Love of Source/God. You were always concerned about how your actions and thoughts will impact your karma, and even how they will affect others. This is a healthy concern, but only when in balance. Because of past life experiences, you are so worried about angering God or not feeling good enough to receive God’s blessings, or that you haven’t done enough to make your ancestors happy, and so forth. The source of the split in the chakra is from a past life experience when you were a Monk. You lived in a monetary where the rules were stricter than most other monasteries. This monetary was very isolated in the mountains of Europe, and was a form of Christianity that has now disappeared. It was thought in this expression of Christianity that one needed to make oneself suffer in order to be closer to God. This was not a belief system based on truth, and yet in the monetary it was treated as though it was the law of God. Every day you were concerned that you were not suffering enough, you felt that you were not worthy of the love of God, and you would even physically hurt yourself in order to prove your loyalty and to show your adherence to the religious doctrine. I will now heal and repair this chakra…I pulled the left portion of the spiral to merge with the forward portion, starting from the part of the chakra closest to the body first. As I wrapped these two portions together, there was some resistance in merging them at first. I did a second round of connecting them together, and this was successful. Then, I worked to position the chakras so it was centered and not positioned on the left side.

Spiritual Communication chakra (upgraded throat chakra at throat center)

The Spiritual Communication chakra is functioning properly. It is in a growth phase in many people on Earth right now, and it is expanding correctly within you. The color, placement and energy flow all look healthy and in alignment with this growth phase. No work needs to be done here.

Nasal Chakra

The Nasal chakra is strong and functioning properly. No work needs to be done here.

Third eye chakra

(I worked on this after the Ultimate Being chakra) The third eye chakra has a very nice color and proper flow, however it is anchored in front of the chakra area, and not fully connected to the physical body. Instead, it connects at layer 2 of the aura. The aura has seven layers, plus the physical body. This disconnect was caused by the dysfunction at the crown center. Now, that the dysfunction in that area is addressed, this can be healed. I have pulled this chakra through layer 2 to layer 1, and through layer 1 to the physical body.

Ultimate Being Chakra (Upgraded crown chakra at crown center)

This area has a shield blocking the flow. The energy wants to expand below the shield, but the shield is blocking the energy from reaching up to connect with Source. The flow of the chakra itself is actually very good, however this shield is what is causing you the issues with head swelling or headaches when you are doing meditation. This shield was placed in your energy field many lifetimes ago by a negative energy being. That negative energy being has no power over you and no power on the planet anymore. It can no longer harm you. The energy being has been banished from Earth, and it is safe to remove this shield. The reason why this being placed the shield there was to attempt to control your thoughts and actions. It was a past life at the time of Atlantis, and the negative energy being was directing you to do scientific experimentation on other humans. You were very upset about being forced to do this work, and so this is when this shield was implanted in your energy. This shield prevented you from feeling any connection to Source in that life, and also prevented you from feeling empathy toward the people you were experimenting on. You were 100% controlled by these negative beings, so you did not create any negative karma, because your actions were not your own. I will work on removing the shield now…First I hit it with sounds waves to crack it apart. Then, it begin to allow more of the crown energy through. Next, I pushed the shield off to the side. Underneath the shield was a multi-dimensional energy field that accompanied it. This took some further directed sound waves, and I asked for AA Michael to assist in its removal. We pulled this energy field back, like peeling off adhesive tape, and it brought all layers of this out. AA Michael took it away. You may feel a headache for today and tomorrow. The crown area will gently adjust to having unrestricted energy flow, it will take about 5 days in total to feel the full effects.

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Integrating the Eclipse Energy

How are you feeling post-eclipse? The energies have been taxing, as they are upping our light quotient by more than ever before. As our physical body integrates the light body upgrade taking place, we can be fatigued, dizzy, and experience a deep emotional purging.

Eclipse Energy

The light body expels all that is not in resonance with it. That energy can be from this life, past lives, lives lived prior to this planet, and even collective soul group energies. If it is anything other than hope, trust, acceptance, and love, then it’s gotta go.

During this purging process, some of you will have encountered a deep sadness, anger, or fear bubbling to the surface. These emotions can remain buried in the body under layer upon layer of past life experience. It takes a strong energetic event, such as an eclipse, to “close the door on the past,” and release from within us, all we no longer need.

Some people will experience more of a physical release process, like: changing jobs, living situations, relationships, or health practices. Whatever the eclipse is bringing up for you, know that what you are feeling is temporary, and is only a reflection of that which your Ego/Self has kept locked away from you. The more you find out about the hidden inventory of your own Ego, the better equipped you are to move forward in your life with confidence and joy. The Ego can be your friend, or your worst nightmare. If you work with your Ego to extract all it is holding on to, the better off you will be.

Think of your Ego as a well-meaning friend. They may not always give the best advice, but often, if you look into the words and phrases they use, you can gain inspiration about how they are attempting to assist you. The Ego is much the same as that friend, and will tend to give advice and guidance to you based on either a proactive avoidance of situations, or a reactive explosion to them. Each of the past life patterns has proactive and reactive expressions to how it handles different situations, and those extreme expressions hold hints as to how your Ego is trying to help you.

The Ego holds on to vast reserves of past life energy, and in its quest to avoid repeating the trauma of the past, it will influence you through fear or anger, as a warning sign that you are venturing dangerously close to past life trauma. But, the thing is, to truly avoid repeating our past life traumas, we must touch the energy of them. We need to bring to the surface all that the Ego would prefer to remain hidden; all of the fear, traumas, and challenging energy. We have to get in it, to get out of it.

When your Ego has you locked in the energy of judgment, guilt, shame, or fear, use that emotion as an anchor to deep dive into all aspects of what you are truly feeling. If you do not get the energy out, it continues to inform the Universe, and you will attract the situations in alignment with your fears. This deep dive process is one of the most valuable tools at your disposal to learn how to transform your energy and emotional state at any time. When you deep dive, you reclaim your emotional state, that is where true personal power and sovereignty dwell: in knowing who you are.

The energy of the eclipse is bringing forth those energetic aspects that the Ego would wish to remain hidden, but they cannot. It is time to explore them, and release them for good. We all have an Ego to wrestle with; it is sly and crafty, but definitely not logical. It is an emotional energy, and can fool us into thinking we have it all figured out. To accept that we do not, is one big part of learning how to navigate your Ego as best you can.

Now is the time to heal the past. Now is the time to invest time and energy in yourself. Now is the time to explore all the hidden details of who you truly are. There is no time like the present, and the more you actively participate in this healing and release, the better able you will be to gently pass through these eclipse energies. If you choose to ignore this process, or subconsciously decide that you do not wish to help yourself, you are in for a much longer ride. The choice is yours. Are you willing to do what it takes to clear out the emotional residue, or will you just wait for another time when things are better, or you feel right? If you wait on that, the Ego will have you forever fooled.

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